Cupcakes and Sunshine: wildflowers

Wednesday, June 28, 2017


Hello, hello friends! I hope your week has been treating you well!

I've been catching up on emails and knocking out some things that have been on my to-do list for a while- like getting my car washed, rearranging my room, and sending some snailmail to some good friends.

I've been studying lots this week, and I'm thankful for friends who join me and encourage me to focus. and Toasted. I'm also very thankful for Toasted! (natural light, great coffee, lots of power outlets- truly the best!)

I cooked this week! Which I'm really excited about, because lately I've been doing more microwaving and Chick-fil-a than anything! My freshman college self who promised to cook gourmet meals forever and ever after not having a kitchen for a year (dorm life) would be totally let down about how my summer (and well...this whole past year) has looked. But I'm back to ingredients and recipes! Hooray!

This week, I've been thinking a lot about planning. I like rules and schedules and goals because structure and organization make me a little less crazy. Sometimes. I like to think I need a lot of parameters in life- rules or limits that control what something is or how something should be done. I've been through a few seasons where I've been obsessed with these things, and I became headstrong in my own ways and inflexible with my own schedule... not trusting of God and his plans. I was in control of my time and schedule, and with some bumps and path changes and a few "no's" here and there and some unexpected "yes's", the Lord reminded me that I was in fact, not. (thankfully!! woo that would be a lot of pressure!)

Recently, I've had a little time and breathing room and what I've realized that what I really need to work on is BALANCE and more breathing room. less rules and limits. less control. Stepping away from these rules and schedules and goals and stepping into God's GRACE and FREEDOM. I'm quick to give up social media for a time period, give abundantly for a few weeks, quit sugar cold turkey for a month- all in the name of health or help or discipline or growth. (control) I'm an all-in-or-nothing-at-all kinda person. Which leads me to my need to practice BALANCE.

Isaiah 26:3 has been on my mind this week: "You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you."

STEADFAST. unwavering. trust! The opposite of all-or-nothing. I think steadfastness and balance go hand in hand.

For the past few weeks, I've stepped away from instagram and facebook in the mornings and evenings. I knew if I'd quit cold turkey for a few days, I'd be right back to it after a short social media sabbatical. I've been trying to think less about the structure and rules and more about the big picture. Instead of concrete, resolute goals, I've focused on seeing the overall message and resting in that. Grace over perfection. Rest over works. Freedom over control. It's good stuff!

With the extra rest, I've had lots of time to spend at the lake this past week. (truly thankful for White Rock too. and Katy trail! but White Rock is a lot more photogenic) and I've taken some notes from the wildflowers- bright and beautiful, rooted yet free. It's BALANCE.

Colossians 2:7 says we are to be "ROOTED and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.

Wildflowers are bright and beautiful, because they are rooted, yet free. 

And in this balance, I've been able to find more time to rest and learn and trust in Him.

I just ordered Cultivate: A Grace-Filled Guide to Growing an Intentional Life by Laura Casey.

She is a rockstar leader in living intentionally through freedom and grace. I've recently had to hit the "unfollow" button on some I follow on instagram and social media because I felt pressured by their own to-do lists and parameters and busyness. Laura Casey was not one of them. I suggest you hit the "follow" button if you're looking for someone working to live a life full of grace and intention! I heard an excerpt of this book online, and ordered right away. It's going to be good stuff, and I'm looking forward to learning more about living bright and beautiful because I'm rooted and free in grace and intentionality this summer.

Hope your Thursday has been restful, friends!


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